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Below are the 15 most recent journal entries recorded in Ava La Roux's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, February 19th, 2008
12:00 am
give me more game monies damnit

if you join add AVALAROUX as your sponser
Thursday, February 14th, 2008
8:18 pm

i really fucking hate valentines day.

Wednesday, January 16th, 2008
1:24 am
to- the lake - edgar allan poe
i read this poem for the first time today. it reminds me of ghost lake.

In spring of youth it was my lot
To haunt of the wide world a spot
The which I could not love the less-
So lovely was the loneliness
Of a wild lake, with black rock bound,
And the tall pines that towered around.

But when the Night had thrown her pall
Upon that spot, as upon all,
And the mystic wind went by
Murmuring in melody-
Then–ah then I would awake
To the terror of the lone lake.

Yet that terror was not fright,
But a tremulous delight-
A feeling not the jewelled mine
Could teach or bribe me to define-
Nor Love–although the Love were thine.

Death was in that poisonous wave,
And in its gulf a fitting grave
For him who thence could solace bring
To his lone imagining-
Whose solitary soul could make
An Eden of that dim lake.

Saturday, December 29th, 2007
9:50 am
 rest in peace my little one. solomon got hit by a car the other day while i was away. he was supposed to have surgery today to correct the problems and be back and better in 3 months. they did blood tests and it turns out he has feline lukemia so he only had about 2 months to live. we decided its best to not put him through all the pain of surgery and his disease so he is being put to sleep now. i'll update and add a picture later. 

if there is a heaven i know he'll be there with his sister. 
Thursday, December 20th, 2007
9:36 pm
And I need to be redeemed, To the one i sinned against, because he was all i ever knew of love.
 Ive been a bad bad girl,
Ive been careless with a delicate man.
And its a sad sad world,
When a girl can break a boy
Just because she can.

Dont you tell me to deny it,
Ive done wrong and I want to
Suffer for my sins.
Ive come to you cause I need
Guidance to be true
And I just dont know where I can begin.

What I need is a good defense
cause Im feelin like a criminal.
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I sinned against
Because he was all I ever knew of love.

Heaven help me for the way I am.
Save me from these evil deeds.
Before I get them done.
I know tomorrow brings the consequence
At hand.
But I keep livin this day like
The next will never come.

Oh, help me, but dont tell me
To deny it.
Ive got to cleanse myself.
Of all these lies till Im good
Enough for him.
Ive got a lot to lose and im
Bettin high
So Im beggin you before it ends
Just tell me where to begin.
What I need is a good defense
cause Im feelin like a criminal.
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I sinned against
Because he was all I ever knew of love.

Let me know the way
Before theres hell to pay.
Give me room to lay the law and let me go.

Ive got to make a play
To make my lover stay
So, what would an angel say?
cause the devil wants to know.

What I need is a good defense
cause Im feelin like a criminal.
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I sinned against
Because he was all I ever knew of love.

What I need is a good defense
cause Im feelin like a criminal.
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I sinned against
Because he was all I ever knew of love

Monday, November 26th, 2007
11:28 pm
 if you were one of the few people who read the last entry please disregaurd that.. all is well all is better
Tuesday, November 20th, 2007
1:06 am
 http://www.whisperasecret.com/index.php i put my secret up for the world to read. i hope you'll do the same.
Friday, October 26th, 2007
8:35 pm
boring but i feel it needs to be said.
ok so as you all know i really love body mods. most people seriously doubt my commitment to them though. so i'm posting now a list of all the mods im DEFINATLY 100% sure im getting with the ones i already have. and then a list of possibles. these lists do infact contain more than just piercings and tattoos. things in red are already done. things in purple are definatly gonna get done and things in green are a "we'll see" type deal.

Lobe 3 times with tunnels, industrial with a straight barbell, cartilage with a cbr.
     Right: Lobe 3 times with tunnels, rook with a curved barbell, helix orbital with a spiral.
     Tongue: Centre straight barbell. 
     Nose: Right nostril nose bone, Left nostril nose bone, septum cbr or circular barbell.  
     Lips: Centre labret spike, left and right sides with cbr's or segment rings.
   Navel: all with curved barbells
      Top, Inverse, Left and right sides

   6 on top of left wrist.
   following along my collar bone or cleavage lines. 

   Back of neck: Ankh From V:TM
   Hips: Matching celtic crosses
   Left Wrist top: "scar" ripped off hand with stitches and staples holding it back
   Right wrist underneath: husbands name  (after i get married)
   Left bicep: sillhouettes bats flying over the full moon
   Left ring finger: wedding
ring (right after wedding)
   Lower Back: triple moon symbol     
   Right ankle: childrens names (each added once my body's recovered from birthing them)

Scarification. dunno what yet or where
Subdermal implants: little stars near collar bone to go with my possible microdermals in the same location.

ok so, so far thats all the mods im considering. yeah its alot! alot more than you'd expect from a girl as feminine and little as me :) i love the piercings and tattoo i do have and i've only had minor complications healing one of my navel rings but everything else has gone smoothly and i'd love to get more and get less common ones i.e microdermals, subdermals and scarification. i'm also a damn good piercist as it is without formal training and have done 10 of my 12 piercings on my own :) i've also pierced friends and family,  yeah... mods are sexy. they make me horny. haha ok so i think im done on that subject. anyone have anything to say just say it! 


Current Mood: excited
Monday, October 8th, 2007
10:22 pm
i got the same answer as ian hehehe

Which Imfamous criminal are you?

You are the Marquis Da Sade. Even stripped of exaggerations, Your real life was as dramatic and as tragic as a cautionary tale. Born to an ancient and noble house, you were married (against your wishes) to a middle-class heiress for money, caused scandals with prostitutes and with your sister-in-law, thus enraging your mother-in-law, who had you imprisoned under a lettre de cachet for 14 years until the Revolution freed you. Amphibian, protean, charming, you became a Revolutionary, miraculously escaping the guillotine during the Terror, only to be arrested later for publishing your erotic novels. You spent your final 12 years in the insane asylum at Charenton, where you caused another scandal by directing plays using inmates and professional actors. You died there in 1814, virtually in the arms of your teenage mistress.You are a revolutionary deviant. I applaud you.
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Sunday, August 5th, 2007
2:05 pm
i just love dreads...

Thats just incase anyone feels really nice and wants to buy me dreads... or if any wants any of their own this site is AMAZING i have 2 pairs of dreads from them already and they are gorgeous!! they arent all huge and poofy so if you're looking for big ones this wont help. but i love them and im sad i cant wear the ones i already have because my hair doesnt match at all so im trying to save up for the "natural" coloured ones they have here...

they have prechosen sets like the natural one i want but you can also pick your own colours

And they also have ADORABLE curly dolly falls in whatever colour you want
Monday, July 16th, 2007
12:39 pm

I find your lack of goth disturbing.

Which movie was this quote from?

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11:31 am
I'm Tired Of Life
I'm Tired Of Life - TSOL
I'm tired of looking (It's not in my vision)
I'm tired of seeing (Don't wanna see this)
I'm tired of hearing (Don't tell me your shit)
I'm tired of being (So why am I here?)
I'm tired of life (And all of its jokes)
Imaginary lines (To fool the fools)
Imaginary rules (To live your life by)
And all the worlds' fools
Life is so easy when you're told what to do
Where to work and how to be you
But the jokes wears off and you're still laughing
Caught in your own trap and you're all happy
Too stupid to know it (Just try use your head)
Too stupid to care (You've all been fooled)
Just one voice screaming
Just one in a million (A little speck of flesh)
Who's gonna hear it (Scream till you die)
Who's gonna know it (Your conscience your mind)
Who even cares (No one but yourself)
It's hopeless (You're hopeless)
because of the process, because of the system, because you're still laughing, because you don't listen, because of the process, because of the system, because you're still laughing, because you don't listen
Friday, July 13th, 2007
4:49 pm
buy me things?
My Amazon.com Wish List

Current Mood: silly
Friday, May 25th, 2007
12:29 pm

haha belly! it took forever to make my belly look skinny enough to take a pic of but i actually did it so look at my awesome piercings i have... also i really need to go buy shorts and stuff cuz right now i own 1 pair of pants and 2 skirts that actually fit :( i wanna go buy leggings i think they are cool ugh i do lotsa 80's fashion things then laugh at my self for looking silly el oh el.

Current Mood: crappy
Wednesday, May 23rd, 2007
3:47 pm

We'll always have Aradia.

Which movie was this quote from?

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